The most confusing person I have ever met.

 I am tired of shit happening and then not being told shit, like what did I even do this time? I understand what happened with Lexi, but Plague? I haven't done shit in months; I stopped expressing any sort of distaste of him a while ago! So, what the fuck did I do? Is it because we're siblings? If so, I can't help that I'm related to them! I'm so God damn tired of this shit, though honestly what was I expecting? I knew that one day this was probably going to happen, but Y'know I was really expecting an actual reason instead of this! I thought he would be better than Lexi, but I guess not! I just hope this doesn't affect me as bad. I really don't want to go through that again. This is why I'm so hesitant to even make friends in the first place! Though I do get the reasons why for them, but he was also pretty negative too! That's pretty much why he was treated like that! I genuinely do not think he can comprehend HIM doing wrong. I used to believe he actually changed a little, but the Teto Bing incident proved he hadn't. I really so badly want to finally just let it all out onto him in one of the gcs I'm in that he's still in it, But I'm not sure if I really should. I mean, the biggest reason I hadn't before was because he might have done what he just did now. Though since he did that there's not really anything stopping me is there? Unless I'm like really stupid or something but I'm pretty sure he has like a really fucking big ego, as that would explain why he does not fucking listen to me, bozo the clown, and shifty whenever we criticize anything that he does or says. I'm also pretty sure back in December he was trying to get shifty out of the friend group with how he was acting. Though I guess he stopped after realizing we weren't going to let him. Though maybe I'm just a fucking idiot and he really is just a perfect angel and that I'm the evil one. It has been hard not bringing shit up from months ago, cause all of that shit was so fucking stupid cause HE was the only one with problems and yet he acted like he was the only victim! I don't even understand why he did so many of these damn things! Like with Shifty, the gore was very tame compared to a lot of the shit out there, and even then, It's gore of FICTIONAL Characters. If it was real life gore then okay, but it wasn't. The other thing was his name. I'm sorry that you had a bad experience with someone else named Shifty years ago, but it is not our god damn problem. That's another thing I hated about him too! He would shit on so many things all because he had bad experiences with stuff years ago on discord! Like okay! we get it, but you don't have to just complain about it all to us! Just let us enjoy things! I also don't understand why he likes to really just make sure we know he doesn't like something that we like. Like recently it's been Fortnite. I'm not even sure why at this point it's just confusing, I highly doubt it's because he doesn't like the seasons. Pretty sure it's the AI. Which yes, AI is a bad thing, and they definitely shouldn't use it, it does not matter if he agreed to letting his voice be used, but I don't think that's a good enough reason to just hate on the game entirely and just constantly remind us that you hate the game! Now during my typing all of these I realized that it might have been what I said earlier, but honestly, I don't give a fuck. HE went after me with that so I'm going to say it back to him. If it really is like that then man, didn't think he was THAT pathetic. I think I'm done with this, it's hard to find anything else to talk about so goodbye for now.