Rambles about using OCs and stuff

I'm not sure what caused it but for a while now I have been really wanting to actually use my own characters for things, but I'm not sure what to do at all, and I just feel like no one would actually care. I see others have people get excited for their OCs and It just makes me wonder if I should bother. Though then again, I have barely actually shared much about my own OCs, other than the lore doc. Which I'm pretty sure no one is going to actually read the whole thing. It's not like it matters anyways It's really just explaining the plots of each game and not like actual full lore. There's also the Kirby Stories, but that kind of just feels like I'm just shoving them in it for the sake of having them be there. I also feel like a lot of my characters are just not that interesting. What I don't like is when everything is just about Parallel and Perpendicular, like other people exist! Not even my actual characters either! There are other people just like them! But of course, it's because I haven't really used them at all. I don't really know what to use them in though, the only thing was ParallelQuest but that's probably not going to happen. That requires so much that I just can't do. Another thing is that I feel like I've kind of ruined Ayashii. Now yes, she isn't really supposed to be all that likeable. I just feel like I made that just her whole personality. Which is not true, she isn't just rude all the time, she just never shows any other side of herself to anyone, not even Scarlet. That side of her is what's left of how she was before {REDACTED} was kicked out. Though, seeing as she abuses Ryoko there is no chance anyone would like her, which is understandable, I guess. I should probably work on some things for Kirby Stories Part 30. I also feel like I'm not using Matsuko right. Yeah, she's my own character and all but all I've really done with her is have her just get pissed constantly, which yeah, she does have anger issues, but I need to do more with her. I was going to do something with her for Part 28, but I could not for the life of me figure out how to make any of that over a thousand words. I might still do it though, I won't really feel like I'm restricted to making things somewhat long with Part 30 seeing as it'll be a bunch of chapters, like an actual Ao3 Story should be instead of what I did for the rest of the series. Honestly, I need to either use or make characters that people don't just fear for their lives when they show up. I mainly just don't want Parallel to only be the main character I use. Though, I do still have to use him for some things, things that should have happened a while ago but the R3D stuff made me delay it, not really by much though seeing as the other character was already introduced to the server so I can basically do it at any time. I guess Mana was kind of an attempt to have a normal character. She isn't an all-powerful god or anything, just a witch that likes to scam people purely for the fun of it, she has no use for money at all. It's just she has no real reason to leave her hut, so people would have to come to her. Though maybe someone has a plot that could fix that. I don't really have any plot ideas because, what's the point? I gave up on my one big plot idea a while ago, because there was no way in hell I was telling anyone about it, like fuck no I don't give a damn if it's your server I'm not telling you shit, and it was kind of spoiled, seeing as one of the big things with it was Cherry dying. Which multiple things were linked to her death, like Scarlet getting all of her powers (She willingly did this by the way, she also could have just gotten them back at any time), Yoshimi being created, and something to do with Kikyou (I forgot what exactly it was). I think the biggest issue is I have no idea how a lot of my characters would even work in the server, like why would they even be there? What would they even do? If they're one of the main characters, they would just stop anything that's happening. For example, the Cult of Chaos stuff would have been stopped almost immediately by Ava or even Arisu. Now Hikari, maybe. I think Seika would be able to deal with the ones invading but not actually stop it completely, and Seth and Lucy are just fucked. I really don't want to just make new characters for the sake of making new characters though. I want everyone to at least have a purpose, and to me making someone solely for the server isn't a good reason. I think that's really all I have to say right now. Goodbye, I'm not sure when the next one will be.